this. is. real.

dreaming about life is what i do. but to live is what i strive to do, to exist is a given, to live is rare.

May 27, 2012 5:06 am 5:05 am May 26, 2012 6:06 pm

ABDC Taping : Rhianna week and & LMFAO week. Prom at kitchen den bar. Practices for choreo and song. Showcase. Interviews. Ms. TC pageant this TUESDAY ahhh /: powderpuff. ACT prep. Gymed it. Healthy Living/Goal Weight.

this month is never going to end for me -___-

May 17, 2012 4:08 am 3:59 am May 15, 2012 10:24 pm

askerquestioner

heeeyrae: HAHAHAHA YOUR LAST REBLOG

lol cant deny the truth!

7:53 pm 7:32 pm 7:27 pm 7:27 pm May 14, 2012 2:33 am

askerquestioner

Anonymous: get over yourself.

better yet, why don’t you get out of here?

1:56 am 1:56 am

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself

- No one knows what the hell I’m thinking half the time

- I always try no matter what

- I learned how to not care about irrelevant people who try to bag me

May 12, 2012 3:25 am 3:24 am

It’s ok, it doesn’t have to be prom for us.

WARNING: another stereotypical prom post, sorry guys its that prom season getting to me

Everyone is freaking out about prom, and I guess I’m kind of glad you can’t go with me this year. Of course it would’ve been wonderful if we could spend a night together and well actually just seeing you would be nice. I really can’t imagine going with anyone else but you, but i’m not those debbie downers, I’d like to make the best out of every situation, and this year, I don’t mind going with my girls. Maybe if the right guy ask me, but last day to buy prom tickets is monday, and you literally are the only guy I want to share my prom with. I guess there always is next year, but I hope that next year prom won’t be our last dance together. I’m moving too far ahead of myself, but I just want to let you know, (if you ever stumble across my tumblr and read this) that this is about you, and when you read this, you will know that 100% that this is you, you wouldn’t second guess yourself one bit. and for those who think this is about you, getta here, what makes you think i’d even write about you? I hope that if you ever read this, know you are one lucky ass guy, I never have a set date in mind for a dance, but you’re the first. don’t get too cocky though, you’re still an asshole, but it’s the tolerable and compatible asshole kind that I like. 

ps hope you see my pictures and get mad at yourself for missing out